Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i love my winnie the pooh shirt:D

i don't feel in the best of moods now.i don't know what to say, i think cause you to changed. i really don't know, i don't know anything, i don't feel like thinking about anything yet, cause test papers are coming back soon and i am going to die, how can i think about such stuff.
i failed my accounts paper 1 by one mark. and i really feeling depressed,and i don't know how am i going to face the rest of my papers,plus everyone in the family is pinning high hopes on me,and its pressurising!
went to RSAF museum today and i told you is boring! you know why, cause you cant bring GIRLS to see aeroplanes! like who will be interested la! unless they are into planes than i got nothing to say. but you are wasting time and money!! anyway, at least i learn something new, like how to fold a paper aeroplane that can turn left and right! i still got it in my bag!
after the excursion,went for lunch at downtown with mum,then went to fairprice to get my fruit juice(maybe i should go drink it so i will feel better) then grab some stuff for home usage then we headed home.
[regarding to that paragraph up there] i was just wondering if i would not have let you go further, would you become what you have become today? YES, i am blaming myself for letting you go,cause if you stayed things would not have turned out like this. and everyone would not be so unhappy.my life without you has become utterly disgusting!okay it doesn't mean that people around me are disgusting but it just feels empty, i don't know if i am doing the right thing, but i am just hanging on to the memories and let nature take its course.time will tell everything,and i really want you back. the old you and not the new one, the one that has full of life!okay maybe i would trying accepting the new one cause people don't change for others,but themselves.i feel that you are a dull person,you follow people around like a blind kid,and please take charge of your life,cause the person i used to know its not like that.
sigh, i really don't know what to say.i just want you to be happy thats all, and by doing this makes you happy, I AM NOT HAPPY at all cause its hurting your body and its no good for health. please stop it, there are many other ways to relieve stress,sadness,anger.but not this way!
sighed more than 9283428745635198274304 times today, and mummy hates it when i do that, and i told her it helps my breathing,(no really, i can breathe better when i sigh)
make me happy,

@ 1:28:00 AM

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