R A I N B O W. P I L L S

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

hello, Rachel thought me new stuff, how to transfer stuff into my com without downloading the software!i feel so dumb.

anyway, today's exams were OMG! cause maths paper was difficult but yet i still can find answer to fill in the blanks, i just anyhow ga sa and find something that makes sense then write it down.imagine maths paper 2...

social studies was okay, but the cartoon was super funny.i did globalisation!
when waiting for listening to start Natassia and maria and i went toilet. Natassia and i sat outside the toilet waiting for maria, while waiting i became the "monk" and Natassia became the guy with the many badges on his clothes. okay if you seen the social studies paper you will understand.

my stomach pain, it hurts like really really pain.
anyway tml i got tuition in the morning 8 to 12! then maths i think at 2. goodness :(

"The Way"

There is something bout the way you look tonight,
There is something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
There is something bout the way your lips invite,
maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around.
And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,

[Chorus:]
It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.

There is something bout how you stay on my mind,
there is something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Oh girl no.
Maybe its the look you get in your eyes.
Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.

[Chorus]
It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe,
I get all choked up inside,
just thinking bout the way.

[Chorus]
It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.

There's something bout the way you look tonight.
There's nothing more to say then, I feel it in the way.

i feel that i am not a good friend, i am sorry :(

@ 6:27:00 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

now i am in love with this song, haha :D
it calm me down,anyway enjoy.

"The Little Things"

[V1:]
The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

[Chorus:]
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleeping by myself and wondering
If I'm better off better off, with out you boy

[V2:]
The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

[Chorus:]
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleeping by myself and wondering
If I'm better off better off, with out you boy

[V3:]
The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

[Chorus]
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleeping by myself and wondering
If I'm better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

But don't just leave me hanging on.....

omg, tml there is maths paper 1 and social studies i am afraid. really really afraid. i dont know why. Happy Mugging!

@ 4:52:00 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

"Year 3000"

One day when I came home at lunchtime,
I heard a funny noise.
Went out to the back yard to find out if it was,
One of those rowdy boys.
Stood there with my neighbor called Peter,
And a Flux Capacitor.

He told me he built a time machine.
Like one in a film I've seen,
Yeah... he said...

I've been to the year 3000
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

He took me to the future in the flux thing, and I saw everything.
Boy bands, and another one and another one ... and another one!
Girls there with round hair like Star Wars float above the floor

We drove around in a time machine,
Like the one in the film I've seen..
Yeah... he said...

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water,
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

I took a trip to the year 3000.
This song had gone multi-platinum.
Everybody bought our 7th album.
It had outsold Kelly Clarkson.
I took a trip to the year 3000.
This song had gone multi-platinum.
Everybody bought our 7th album, 7th album, 7th album.

He told me he built a time machine.
Like the one in a film I've seen,
Yeah...

I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (doing fine).

you told me it was an old song, but you know what i still like it anyway.
cute song huh!? :)
anyway, i think.... stop wasting your time.
and hello :D
i know its lame .
guess what i am doing, sitting in front of the fan cause the weather is so hot! :(
okay, i need to go, not to study(which i am suppose to be doing)
but watch Lara craft show :)
HAPPY STUDYING,
tml i got English and Chinese paper 1.

@ 4:34:00 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

I LOVE..... GIRLFRIEND! CAUSE SHE JUST CELEBRATED HER 17TH BIRTHDAY PLUS SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME! :D

anyway i got something to say, your smile keeps me up for days! :)
i was just thinking about what had happened in April and this sentence reminded me of April :D
wooohoooo, hello! haha! i got new songs from cousin! thank you cow!he has always been there for me too, i shall go take a photo with him and put in my blog!and he is going to Indonesia in June! damn him, :( haha, okay, that was random.
i just finish tuition and waiting to fetch the monster(Laura) cause she went for performance at suntec city! cool not?(i am proud of her)
i am going parkway! still have not get the thing i wanted !tsk tsk tsk :D
okay i shall end here, PEOPLE HAPPY STUDYING! chiong all the way!

"Next To You"

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

@ 8:36:00 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

hello, okay i have a really really bad kid lately, cause i have not been studying. :(
anyway, i got no clue about it so i will give keep on mugging and mugging until i die!
cause i took this test which helps you to see which job you're suitable,then yeah, i shall not speak about the results. cause i hate it. eeeewww.
so i am going to study study study, but i know i cant, how contradicting.
okay i shall go already, spending too much time on the computer!
byebye :D

@ 3:03:00 AM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

hello, its Sunday and guess what,during the weekend i only revise physics, biology,social studies,maths(tuition),accounts. its seems alot but its not cause you know why! cause during revision i walk here and there, here and there, get distracted easily and listen to songs,watch tv,going out with mummy and not stopping myself from it.so not studying! shit! and see what i am doing now! ON THE BLOODY COMPUTER!! die die die, i don't like this...i need to study but during weekends but i am so like relax!okay this a massive bunch of words.

sorry complaining cause i have to rant it out somewhere. :(

"Walk Away"

I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me

I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday

And I feel that I must confess

Even though it kills me to have to say

I'll admit that I was impressed

Physically just short of perfection

Gotta commend you on your selection

Though I know I shouldn't be concerned

In the back of my mind

I can't help but question

Does she rub your feet

When you've had a long day

Scratch your scalp

When you take out your braids

Does she know that you like too

Play PS2 till 6 in the morning

Like I do

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

And even though we've moved on

It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be

Our life from day to day

Hoping maybe you'll come back

And though I tell myself not to be afraid

To move on but it seems I can't

Though a new man has given me attention

It ain't the same as your affection

Though I know I should be content

In the back of my mind

I can't help but question

Does he kiss me on the forehead

Before we play

Show up on my doorstep

(with a bouquet)

Does he call me in the middle of the day

Just to say hey baby I love you

Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

And even though we've moved on

It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm Gonna Remember You

Your Gonna Remember Me)

(I cant forget how it use to be)

So hard to express this feeling

Cause nobody compares to you

And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

And even though we've moved on

It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

I cant explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

And even thought we moved on

Its gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you

You're gonna remember me)

@ 5:33:00 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

okay, today had tuition in the morning and after that tuition teacher drop val and i outside Valerie's house, then val walked me to the bus stop to take 17 back to school.

Thank You :D

mummy came picked us up then off we went to Parkway!

went to Borders to see the magazine and stuff.

then went to marks and Spencer, cause Laura wanted to go see FOOD, standard la.anyway, i saw something that caught my eye so i bought it!haha.oh i bought socks too! :D

went to the salon to cut hair.Laura looks like Cleo Petra(i hope i spelled that correctly)

my hair looks the same, and mummy does not like it!

went to have our lunch at the cafe/bar outside topshop/dorathy perkins/mphosis,you know that area.had carbonara, (omg so much carbohydrates cause i ate carbonara.!haha, get it? okay that's lame)

rushed home cause mei has to go for swimming. i wanted to go cotton on/cotton on body/and window shopping,sadly i cant :(

now i am alone at home ,suppose to be studying but i end up on the computer :(

trying to study is so difficult, actually i don't know how to start. never mind i shall go find something to do later.

NOTE TO SELF!

Things to study:

GEOGRAPHY

-rivers

-coast

-development

-food

-map

SOCIAL STUDIES

-remember formulas

MATHS

-remember formulas

BIOLOGY

-remember definitions!(i am going to die on that)

PHYSICS

-remember formulas and definitions!

LANGUAGES

-remember formats

ACCOUNTS

-remember theory questions and format!

NOTE: can you see alot of the word remember!i have to do alot of memory work! tsk tsk tsk :)

i think i need extra memory space/ something that can help me store all the formats, definitions and formulas so i wont be able to delete it, or forget it :D

anyway i still can smell the soap/ spray/ hair cream that my hair dresser used on me, haha.

i still can smell the smell i use to smell. it's you,

@ 1:04:00 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

i miss Bianchine :(

hello, okay its FRIDAY and i am looking forward! cause i get to use the computer! haha.

anyway the WHOLE week the school was open for people to stay in to do night study. mummy was on duty on Monday. and yeah. anyway i did not go cause i did not find it conducive. okay maybe i need help form Mrs Yip cause according to students under her, they say she will teach you in different ways until you understand, so i may want to consult her next week! and i am running out of time :(

i realise something, i am a physics rep and i still need to ask people for help, i think i am a bad physics rep. people listen in class! :D

anyway, NATALIE, i know i post this on my tag board , i want to post again! NATALIE WONG, if i need help i will come to you okay ? :D

made an appointment to cut my hair,( like finally) ! and i think i am going to get some stuff from parkway tomorrow.

hmmm, oh Isabell invited me to join her to stay back for night studies but i did not go cause i did not even bring anything to study. I am so sorry Isabell!

okay, you read it. i hope you know how i feel, SORRY. really really am sorry! it just so hard, difficult. i know how you feel too, cause i have been there. i really don't want to rack up the past. so can we let bygones be bygones ? i just don't want you and i to go through emotional hurt during this crucial period, and please come to school cause you really need too!mids are coming, and i don't want to past.cause teachers have given you chances so please don't let them down. i am worried on one hand and the other confused. please?(i beg you)

best friend, you okay anot? your ulcer(but don't look like ulcer) on your tongue looks really really pain! PLEASE also remember to eat something before putting that poisonous stuff into your mouth! and i pray that it will heal this very moment. cause i don't want you so moody cause of the ulcer. so cheer up okay! the pain will very fast go away! cause i will sing pain pain go away for you :D

okay friends, study hard! :D

"P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)"

[verse 1]

Whats up?

I know we haven't spoken for a while

But I was thinkin bout you

And it kinda made me smile

So many things to say

And I'll put em in a letter

Thought it might be easier

The words might come out better

How's your mother, how's your little brother?

Does he still look just like you?

So many things I wanna know the answers to

Wish I could press rewind

And rewrite every line

To the story of me and you

[chorus]

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried

To get you out my mind

But it don't get no better

As each day goes by

And I'm lost and confused

I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon

P.S. I'm still not over you

Still not over you

[verse 2]

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on

But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone

I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me

But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me

Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.

Boy it aint easy

When I hear our song

I get that same old feeling

Wish I could press rewind

Turn back the hands of time

And I shouldn't be telling you

[chorus]

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried

To get you out my mind

But it don't get no better

As each day goes by

And I'm lost and confused

I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon

P.S. I'm still not over you

Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures

Don't have the strength to part with them yet

Oh no....

Tried to erase the way your kisses taste

But some things a girl can never forget

[chorus]

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried

To get you out my mind

But it don't get no better

As each day goes by

And I'm lost and confused

I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon

P.S. I'm still not over you

Still not over you

@ 4:20:00 AM

Friday, April 11, 2008

PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS,so i will let the pictures do the talking :D

Miss Tan Sio Ling[PE teacher]cool huh! :D

they call him the mouse cause of the bow tie

Miss Chua

they gave love:)

Michelle, my CARE BEAR :D

DANIELLE,first picture taken alone with her.

we were bored!

NATALIE WONG HUI TING!

they make school fun :) Jaslin,Maria,Valerie was missing:(

crazy people

she told me to take until there is a nice picture.

even though it was blurr,i love it

Chelsea the mad one.

darkness is cool know!

i got no comments :D

Isabell, Clare

Fullerton Hotel toilet,

random stuff.

with love,

just something we love doing :)

pictures take at the band concert and the guitar recital,hope you enjoyed it :)

okay, i am back from moaning! anyway i feel like crap, sorry people on Friday i never go down with recess with you, cause i was too stressed up by physics [fyi: i cried] i was really very stressed, cause mids are like in 2 weeks and i don't know anything about electricity! so shitty! plus i saw everyone around me doing and i don't even know what am i doing!

THANK YOU MISS SALEHA FOR ENCOURAGING ME!

THANK YOU SHIN LING FOR TEACHING ME AND CONSOLING ME!

THANK YOU BETRIS FOR OFFERING TO HELP ME(if you are reading this:) )!

THANK YOU RACHEL FOR BUYING TEDDY FOR ME

( EVERYTHING YOU ALL DID WAS MUCH APPRECIATED)

stressed up right now and i don't know what to do,

i really need someone to motivate me to study and go school. cause i don't see any point of going to school besides studying. i know friends around me are there during school. but i just have that feel like last time.

i don't know what has gotten into you but all i know is i am loosing my best friend, and i don't like that feeling of it. people ask me what happened and i don't know what to say. cause it will end up hurting both of us and i don't like it. so i shall just keep it to myself.i was thinking all night what has happened, i did soul searching too!(*continue)okay maybe i said stuff but hello i am human too okay i got feelings too, you know!i need to let it out sometime, i got limits. seriously i don't feel the bond like last time, everything you say now has to do with that person. okay maybe you will be thinking that people will change if you are in the different class. so i am not going too deep on that. but really, who cares if i am hurt.shit you la. :(

* i did my soul searching and i am sorry for what i have done to you people, if i hurt you in anyway please accept my apologies and please forgive me!

the song is playing on repeat and i wanted you to know that i am always here for you.

@ 8:44:00 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Taylor Swift- OUR SONG

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car

He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel

The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down

He says baby is something wrong?

I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song

And he said...

Our song is a slamming screen door,

Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window

When we're on the phone and you talk real slow

Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh

The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"

And when I got home ... before I said amen

Asking God if He could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day

Had gone all wrong 'n' been trampled on

And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed

I almost didn't notice all the roses

And the note that said...

Our song is a slamming screen door,

Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window

When we're on the phone and you talk real slow

Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh

The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"

And when I got home ... before I said amen

Asking God if He could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio

Waited for something to come along

That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is a slamming screen door

Sneaking out late, tapping on his window

When we're on the phone and he talks real slow

Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs

The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"

And when I got home, before I said amen

Asking God if He could play it again

Play it again...

Oh Yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone

In the front seat of his car

I grabbed a pen and an old napkin

And I wrote down our song

Hello i love these songs :D

Colbie Caillat- BUBBLY

I've been awake for a while now

You've got me feelin' like a child now

'Cause every time I see your bubbly face

I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes

And I crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes

I always know

That you make me smile

Please stay for a while now

Just take your time

Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane

But we are hiding in a safer place

Under covers staying safe and warm

You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes

Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes

I always know

That you make me smile

Please stay for a while now

Just take your time

Wherever you go

What am I gonna say

When you make me feel this way

I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes

Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes

I always know

That you make me smile

Please stay for a while now

Just take your time

Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now

You tuck me in just like a child now

'Cause every time you hold me in your arms

I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul

And I lose all control

When you kiss my nose

The feeling shows

'cause you make me smile baby

Just take your time now

Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go

I always know

'Cause you make me smile

Even just for a while

@ 8:31:00 AM

Friday, April 4, 2008

the concert was... extraordinary! omg omg! MISS MELANIE ANNE MARTENS WAS THE BOMB! haha, she actually conducted the band during the encore performance and dance at the conductor's stand(how funny) everyone was pretty, i look like shit.

i got stuff to say, now i really know who treats me the best, like give me the emotional support and stand by my side! tsk you,who ever who make my day like shit.partly cause of you and the other cause i having...

Isabell, thanks for your support. i am sorry i did not attend to you(after the run) when you were in pain.You okay right?

anyway had 2.4 today and i got no comments.before and after the run went to Rachel's house, and helped her cook noodles. the way she cook was super funny. after the run, everyone was emotional,SHIT.die die die. i think i did badly for 2.4. thanks for motivating me to dash for the last few meters. :D

xian xian, i love you :D haha. cheer up!

pain pain go away, please stop disturbing Natalie Wong hui ting! its hurting her you know!

Nat, don't worry, if you really need to go see doctor tell us cause we will help you,cause i will :D

Rachel tan, thank you for believing in me :D and and being there for me :) yay i love you

@ 7:57:00 AM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

i don't feel like doing anything, die die die. i don't feel like STUDYING, that is the problem! just now i watch tv. SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME! i need someone to motivate me to study.or else i cannot carry on!anyway, today is the 1st day of April! and HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL! haha, such a weird name to call a day.

today after lunch-ing with Rachel, i took bus home and when i sat down i accidentally pull my bag too hard and it broke! haha, actually is the buckle, still can use but not secure! lousy bag, not good for someone who is rough like me!haha. anyway, i am goanna carry my Kappa bag, is dirty! eeee but who cares as long it carries my books to school can already! :D'

mum's home got to run, bye :D

@ 6:09:00 AM