R A I N B O W. P I L L S

Thursday, May 31, 2007

today i got woke up by a lizard ,so funny la . meet atiqah at inter ,den reached school went to tie hair! omg my hair like so messy. den waited in the canteen ,saw Angela. den waited at the spiral stairs for miss wang to come . we had to do attendance stuff . went to canteen again to do it ,alot of sec 4s came down ,and just nice we finish ! yay! left school ,walk to the coffee shop to eat roti prata,den took a bus to parsir ris inter . on our way back ,this guy was like super funny .den we talked about lizards! haha . laugh laugh all the way to inter . den i told atiqah ,if we see a ang moh we wave okay . den she was like no i don't dare . then i say lets try ! den i saw 4 ,but all look so fierce!so we did not wave . yup . walk walk around white sands and headed home .i have been trying to fix the ipod but i cant put songs in . stupid .haha anyway if anyone knows how to please help me ! :D thank you ! :)

miss you:)BADLY:D

@ 8:44:00 PM

Wednesday[30/05/07]
went to meet Clare at inter den went to walk walk around white sands ,Clare bought pen.den meet Isabel ,went to eat KFC,went to school after that. cca-ed like usual den after cca went to Barbara house for tuition,omg the weather is super freaking hot la !mum came to fetch me den we went to eat dinner at lemon grass with auntie Tina and family.den went home ,too tired to go online.

Thursday[31/05/07]
today is vesak day!so it is a holiday!mum,Laura eating vegetarian,so i also follow lor . haha ! den went to temple today,so holy! yup ,plus is not go only one temple ,we went TWO! haha ! coolness ,den went to someplace in Singapore went to see mp3s. den mummy bought ipod for me ! yay! haha. went for dinner at this restaurant call original sin,it sells vegetarian stuff ! cool la . mum meet her friend. den her friend drives a sports car,omg super cool la . haha.Laura got jealous so she got a ride on the express way! i wanna sit that car again! yup that is about all.

hold on to my hand and never let go
nothing can explain what im feeling in my heart now,
until you touch and see it for yourself.
MISS you badly:(

@ 6:23:00 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

watched miss universe I'm proud of Asia! haha! even though Singapore did not get in the top 15.watch until the question and answer part,so I'm not too sure who is miss universe .Clare smsed,she said she was on the bus,so i left the house . meet her at inter then went to ntuc den meet Isabel. took bus to school,eat lunch den went to school . i bought pillows ,the chocolate ones .Clare bought sweets. reached school saw many MANY people!cca-ed , took many fans to cca foyer, they should really fix it !and the lights too!after cca went home with atiqah!:)i just saw the news! JAPAN has won the title of miss universe! yay for ASIA!

Skater boy

He was a boy

She was a girl

Can i make it any more obvious

He was a punk

She did ballet

What more can i say

He wanted her

She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well

But all of her friends

Stuck up their nose

They had a problem with his baggy clothes

He was a skater boy

She said see you later boy

He wasn't good enough for her

She had a pretty face

But her head was up in space

She needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now

She sits at home

Feeding the baby she's all alone

She turns on TV

Guess who she sees

Skater boy rockin up MTV

She calls up her friends

They already know

And they've all got

Tickets to see his show

She tags along

Stands in the crowd

Looks up at the man that she turned down

He was a skater boy

She said see you later boy

He wasn't good enough for her

Now he's a super star

Slamming on his guitar

Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

He was a skater boy

She said see you later boy

He wasn't good enough for her

Now he's a super star

Slamming on his guitar

Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

Sorry girl but you missed out

Well tough luck that boy's mine now

We are more than just good friends

This is how the story ends

Too bad that you couldn't see,

See the man that boy could be

There is more that meets the eye

I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy

And Im just a girl

Can I make it any more obvious

We are in love

Haven't you heard

How we rock each others world

I'm with the skater boy

I said see you later boy

I'll be back stage after the show

I'll be at the studio

Singing the song we wrote

About a girl you used to know

I'm with the skater boy

I said see you later boy

I'll be back stage after the show

I'll be at the studio

Singing the song we wrote

About a girl you used to know

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid

I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be

Sitting here beside myself'

Guess I didn't know you'

Guess I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling

Now that I don't

Hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips'

Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please, 'cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Singing to me'

If you think you're lonely now

'Wait a minute

This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things

Crying

Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

Ain't even half of what

I'm feeling inside

I need you

Need you back in my life (in my life, in my life), baby

[Chorus:]

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please, 'cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together

Baby!

[Chorus:]

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please, 'cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back, baby, please, 'cause

We belong together

Who am I gonna lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better.

Oh baby, baby

We belong together

@ 2:18:00 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

today did not do much,omg im officially depressed.i ate alot!plus i did not eat alot! crazy one. talked to gladys online,she was being lame la !talk to clare on the phone ! she makes me feel like eating kinder bueno!omg ,tml im not eating ! declare it myself!

thanks for the memories even though they wont so great

When there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

Thats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe that

I could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

Because of you:

i sacrifice my time,

spend the whole night thinking if im doing the right thing,

causing me to have sleepless nights,

eye bags which were caused by ******,

sick due to the rain,

scolding from my mom as she feels im not spending time with family,

loosing friends,

numbness from my heart,

im just not myself because of you .im over it.

@ 2:59:00 AM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

this is for Sunday [27/05/07]

morning got chased out of the house,cause Kai ma ask us to go her house.on my way there on the mrt i saw Vivien,haha. walking to her house that time so hot la ,so wati open umbrella.den reach Kai ma house on the fan.after that took a bus to suntec city,walked to marina square. eat our lunch walk walk,bought clothes and my WHITE MASK!!!yay! Kai ma went to this shop call hani brown,she spend like 100 dollars on a set of clothes! omg i got very angry and wanted to go home la,cause mum allow Laura buy this shoe from top shop! I'm super duper jealous!ate dinner,send Kai ma home . ah ma stayed at our house for one night. yup.

PHOTOS!!

Alaine.Laura,while waiting for Kai ma.

us,prim and proper:)

loves:D

today[28/05/07] is super boring for now . this is for you ,

must you be like that!you said you don't want it anymore and you are still after it !omg i cant believe this,actually i really wanted to die in front of ur face ,but i thought because of you i die IT IS NOT WORTH IT AT ALL!just to let you know,I'm really depressed.you made me look down on you.i cant believe you would do ANYTHING just to get it !if you really want it ,you could at least box it up first before you continue! tsk tsk tsk. i really got nothing to say.I'm seriously DEPRESSED now :(

thanks for the memories even thought it was not that sweet.

I Wanna Have Your Babies

What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas

But what if it don't?

What happens in my head stays in my head

But sometimes it won't

What if you knew what I was thinkin

Would it make you like WHOA!

Dont wanna risk puttin' my foot in it

So ill keep my mouth closed!

All you hear is...

Mmm mmm m m m m

Gonna button my lip

So the truth dont slip

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout Woops

Did I say it out loud, did you find out

I wanna have your babies

Get serious like crazy

I wanna have your babies

I see 'em springin up like daisies

Some of my feelings keep escapin'

So I make it a joke

Nonchalant I keep on fakin

'So my heart dont get broke

Im in a big big big big ocean in a tiny little boat

Ill only put the idea out there

If I know its gonna float

All you hear is...

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gonna button my lip

So the truth dont slip

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gotta beep out

What I really wanna shout Woops Did I say it out loud

Did you find out

I wanna have your babies

Get serious like crazy I wanna have your babies

I see 'em springin up like daisy's

In my head there's a slot machine

And Im bettin' you're the one in my hopes and dreams

Trust me it would scare you if you knew what was goin' on in my brain

Trust me it would scare you that

I've picked out the church all the schools all the names

If you knew it was all about you every wish

Every candle every coin in a fountain

Trust me it would scare you

Thats why I go...

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gonna button my lip

So the truth dont slip

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gotta beep out

What I really wanna shout Woops Did I say it out loud

Did you find out

I wanna have your babies

Get serious like crazy I wanna have your babies

I see 'em springin up like daisy's

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gonna button my lip

So the truth dont slip

Mmm mmm m m m m m

Gotta beep out

What I really wanna shout Woops Did I say it out loud

Did you find outI wanna have your babies

Get serious like crazy I wanna have your babies

I see 'em springin up like daisy's

Mmm mmm m m m m m

@ 6:02:00 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

this post is going to be for Thursday,Friday and today! yay! i cant go online since Wednesday i was angry with my computer !i thought i would forget all my passwords,but i remember!luckily! haha ! starting from Thursday!

Thursday[24/05/07]

i came to school like usual,lessons were okay. Rachel went to collect our tickets! yay-ness. den during recess they were playing like monkeys! haha super funny la .den there was class room cleaning and homeroom. miss Wendy announced the top 10 , Rachel and i was freaked out la . den went to the hall for the students investiture Danielle and maria was being invested.so cool , people around me were screaming for their friends ,was sitting there laughing.after the thing was done,Amanda said there was a committee meeting ,so i went down but miss Wang said you never tell me ,so she was not prepared.anyway went for lunch den cca. it was okay played some songs then went home ! yay!

Friday[25/05/07]

i cant go online so i went to do homework! omg i cant believe haha ! anyway did almost 80% of my homework,the rest i don't know how to do!anyway went to collect results ,mummy was okay with it . yup. went to east point ,saw Rachel Wong . went to eat burger king , all of us were laughing ! haha . cos Laura la ,go ask for plastic bag,den the plastic bag super big la ! haha !just to put 2 small box. den we were laughing and laughing . went home watch the 9 o clock show . very nice !:)

Saturday[26/05/07]

today daddy saw my results and said you must improve ur geography ! he started talking about his childhood days very funny !den went for lunch ,finally can use computer ! later going for concert with sakeenah at tampines JC ! to see our school guitar girls perform! and one of them is Rachel and another is shin ling ! haha ! yay! came back from the performance,it was okay. yup . took picture with rachel.at last!

PHOTOS!!!

rachel and alaine!:)

purple.black:D

white sands toilet:)

flying kisses

bottom:)

clare and me :)

clare isabel alaine

alaine mich

@ 8:50:00 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

today i think i took the later bus, not too sure i reach inter at the usual time but the 17 came not on time . anyway reached school like 650 SORRY CLARE! talked like usual in the morning. assembly was okay la . the festival court felt so empty ,after 5 people from each class left the court. went back to school ,lessons were as usual . but until recess ,I'm not too sure what happened ,all i can say is that i am a listener,i listen to ur problems and keep it to my heart ,unless if i really need consultation to help you i will approach my mum ,that is all AND i don't even say ur name , most of the time my mum will think that the problem is mine . so believe me that i keep it to myself .my mood was from sky high to hell low ! its not ur fault,it is me ,cause i kept thinking about it . anyway after school went to 3.8 to have a briefing for the bukit timah trip. den went to parkway,Amelia bought for Lola and me famous amos CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES ! THANK YOU !!walk walk and den took bus 15 home. reached home and i want to tell YOU something,i just don't know how .

it is all a misunderstanding,
i love you for who you are not how you look:)
cutie pie:)

@ 2:30:00 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

yesterday Monday,21/05/2007! i never blog so sad , anyway here is yesterday's post ... PE i played captains ball after a long wait,for i don't know what . den later lessons were usual school ended with us letting off late cos we were in the hall updating our leaps card ,went for lunch den it was already 245 when we started eating ! sofyya called told me to hurry up,we eat already rush back .anyway change of committee members. oh well.FIRST day of CCA after exams !played games,scream alot .haha! 545 finish leh! haha,so wonderful.went home with Clare Isabel and atiqah den half way back mum called me to go back school,so irritating ,sorry atiqah,suppose to go home with her.sorry Clare and Isabel. den went back fetch Laura ,JUST to eat KFC . omg !reached home around 8 . yup .

chocolate chips cookies and tiramisu has become my love:)

today 22/05/2007! woke up don't know why my fan was off. den later while drying my hair i thought of what Priscilla told us ,SO SCARY!!! I'm scared !den while eating my breakfast i was thinking of Clare told me the boy under the table. den cross the road the bus almost hit me ! omg ! i almost lost my life . haha! den went to school drink milo,den i stomach pain during assembly ! haha ! lessons were OKAY la . Michelle had backache during biology,so went to general office with her ,she had to go home ,she teared i feel the pain for her . den i was all alone in class,but still got Valerie . haha! PC went to watch show about drains . after school went to buy the perfume den went to white sands to eat burger king den went to parsir ris park to play. came home ,haha something happened.haha shhh secret ":D

numb my heart to make me stop feeling what im feeling ,
only you can cure it now,
chili sauce has become my drug.

@ 2:21:00 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sunday!ah ma woke me up!den someone spoil my day!so irritating luckily another one made my day! haha! i feel happy happy :)ah ma and Laura went to Elias mall to buy lunch for me!put new songs again!SAKEENAH ! stop it , and i am happy!

she is the sweetest drug:)

"Last Night"

[Diddy:]
Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.
I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,And you need me.
This is so plain to see,And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...If you could only see,Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.

[Diddy:]
Tell me the words to say,To make you come back,And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,And you need me.
This is so plain to see,And I will never let you go and,I will always love you so.
I will...If you could only see,Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,Forever yours I'll be,Baby won't you come and take my pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm soooo lonely,Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,And call me a baby,I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick the phone,And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,I'm waiting on you.

"Because Of You"

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug
Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you
Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough

She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much more my happy ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much more my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

@ 10:56:00 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

Saturday!reach home like 8 plus plus.went to bed at 9am and woke up at 2pm,dad woke me up. he bought lunch home for me . den i am running a fever.talked to Loretta online ,we wanted o go back again but it was already 5 . went bed again at 5 plus woke up at 6 plus . den went for dinner .it was okay. waited for mummy to come back ,like taking ages.so i went to bed again. i did not know i can sleep so much . haha !

come take this pain away.

@ 10:35:00 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

today woke up 30 mins later den went to school by cab ,cause mum actually wanted to send me to school den she say i go myself . i met sakeenah opposite school den walk in together . today ALOT of people never come school from 3.3 . the day was boring like usual. the funny part was our whole class let Michelle belle sleep in for PE . haha she was sound asleep for social studies !during Chinese Wendy and i started plucking jia hui's white hair,like super duper alot la.haha! Wendy said it is because of stress! after school cab with Wendy Priscilla and mayvelle. den bathe ,waited for Clare to tell me when to go her house . went to her house and waited for Isabel . den she brought her bike . the party was okay. met new people. so i think it is a good thing to go for parties . Loretta and Gladys came . Clare cook for us chicken wing . it was 930 already Clare and Isabel went home . i stayed over ,mum allow after telling her i was with Loretta and Gladys. we went to parsir ris park with Priscilla Loretta Gladys Nat Zion.we also went to the de marquee one of the corner den went to the sofa and sit ,the guards chase us away. den went to park again. walk walk walk,saw Der and Eunice .it was raining,oh bungs go high in the night ! haha ! so funny la!went back to the sofa area but down stairs on the stage den we got chase off again while it was my turn to choose truth or dare ,i did not know which one to choose .went back to the chalet to get stuff,den went to park again this time we sat there and play truth and dare like all the way to morning ! haha ! we did not sleep at all! cool ! haha ! i was cold so i did not play,i sat there and stone . it was like 6 in the morning already Zion went home . Priscilla went to sleep. Loretta Gladys Nat and i went to macs to have breakfast,i had Milo,nth can go in . den we went to white sands to top up Glad's card.walked back took our stuff and went home. reach home like 8 plus. went to bed ! dad woke me up . like 1,den he ask if i was okay. so funny . anyway had a great night yesterday! thank you people!oh especially on the rock,it was cold but i had fun .

LORETTA,you will always have us !:)
bungs goes high in the night like hyper and crazy.
i love to stay up all night !:)

@ 11:29:00 PM

today take bus to Clare house den cab to school. reach school like normal,went to festival court.assembly was okay la .but i was funny cos of a millipede ,i told Ni Ying that the millipede has alot of shoes to wear!haha !Chelsea was laughing at Ni Ying's book it is called Barry Trotter.school was boring and so slack ,i think. RE we watch Home Run , very funny la !haha !geography we had to do current affairs journal.after school went to N2 it was raining ! den the embarrassing part is we ran into macs ! haha ! den after that went home . at home so boring ,so i fell asleep . Laura woke me up by jumping on the pillow!dinner was okay.

countless hearts,in a box:)
Clare send me pictures yay!
TML IS FRIDAY!yayness:)
would you fill my world,right up right up ?

@ 4:08:00 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

the soup burnt me ,like last night , pain !den today went to school by bus ! haha ! wow like that is so amazing ! reach school while talking half way half the canteen black out ! den we just continue ! went to festival court for assembly . den we checked our exams papers today like the whole day!managed to scrape through every subject ,the funny thing was social studies , i pass ! haha.... but I'm still not happy with mid year ! after school i went straight home ,den for tuition i was one and a half hours early ! den tuition was weird! i did not talk at all! very weird. on my way there something happened that make me think alot ! ALOT!!mummy came and fetch me then went for dinner ,ate at Thai express . haha ! went home .

you made me think of my life , i feel useless now .
i was lonely and cold ,that when i needed you .
K-O-A-L-A B-E-A-R :)
lovelylovely :)
sixteenofmaytwothousandandseven:D
poem,has been written but not given.

@ 6:31:00 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

everyone is changing from blogger to others. anyway today i woke up like 6 in the morning ! den went back to sleep woke up at 830,sms Clare den went to bathe . den change into this skirt ,i felt so weird ! anyway went to white sands . met Clare den went to eat our breakfast HOT CAKES! den went to more than words ,no more of the Tinkerbell pencil box ! I'm so sad la ! :( like spoil my mood. anyway went to TM ,went to minitoons see Clare's pencil box . went to buy movie tickets for spider man 3 . waited for Isabel at macs went up into the movie theater. den it started just in time when we went in . omg in front and behind so noisy!the show is nice but when it comes to the sad part Clare will always make me laugh! it was like super damn long la but nice show !after the show went to CS take neo prints ! so long never take already! den after that went home .

chocolate chip cookies was eaten by me ! :D

where were you when i needed you the most!

Tinkerbell is loved:)

oh i got pictures from erjie yesterday but could not up load ,so i got it already!yay!:)

us,in the toilet!haha !

this is da jie !pretty:)

my pretty er jie !:)

@ 1:21:00 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

today clare not coming school so i went to school myself. den reached school like 630 saw may walked in with her . went to locker den to canteen. everyone came,went to the festival court.started talking until Ni Ying came and call me . walked in front ,den in front of her got people,den i ask her to say excuse me . haha funny la . anyway during assembly Mrs Joseph talked about bras and the way we sit . den we had SPOT CHECK ! on attire . haha !school was BORING ! I'm depressed , really REALLY wanted to go home straight away! during recess ,i almost asked mummy to bring me home ,but she was already at work!but Gladys and sakeenah was there.was not my usual self. don't know la . den after school i felt so kia su ! haha ! first time went home straight after school . actually not home la,Clare's house. went to eat lunch ,bubble tea plus desserts went home with us ! yummy ! :) i love tiramisu ! den talked ,look at pictures ! watched TV went home .

I'm sorry if you feel,that i have changed,
is that way you treat me,makes me think i have done something wrong.
i would rather be a loner,than to feel like a pathetic loser!
tiramisu is my new found love!:)
i miss you BADLY!!:)
I have been keeping all the letters i wrote to you,each one a line or two:D
I'm just to far from where you are!

@ 3:18:00 AM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

today is MOTHER'S DAY! so to all the mother's out there ! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! yipeeee. anyway mum woke up i pretend to act stupid . did not give her a hug or a present. haha ! shhh . it is all a plan ! she thinks I'm angry with her ! :) anyway daddy came and we went for lunch . went home straight after that cos i had to put some lotion,for the irritating mosquito bites! dad and Laura went to get some ingredients. they came home it was my turn to follow dad to white sands NTUC . it rained like cats and dogs ! lucky we brought an umbrella! i was half wet ! like soaking wet ! my phone ALMOST die due to the water . den reach white sands like a fool,i was wearing white bottom and a green top, can see through ! so embarrassing !saw Loretta's mum and maid at NTUC. got some stuff for to nights dinner . while at the cheese section this promoter keep pestering dad and i to buy the cheese that she is promoting, so irritating ! in the end dad got it,just to stop her from pestering us ! haha ! went to get beacon and ham! omg altogether it is 600 grams ! haha ! like alot la !dad got DRINKS yayness! we walked back home . so fun ! BUT, my sandals was wet,and my lotion came off ! oh daddy is cooking dinner tonight cos i ask him too .

you don't even care.
show some love.
Lola send me some pictures!shall post it.
it was the day when the JING gang went out,but with out 2 other members. 11.MAY.2007

Alaine.Lola,chips and butter

Clare.Alaine,finding the BBQ pit.

JING gang,the pairs.

mich.alaine.marissa,peace.

Alaine.Isabel,love her.

umbrella girl

JING gang,our backs.

lilo.stich.lola.

last picture of the day!JING GANG!

"I Lay My Love On You"

Just a smile and the rain is gone

Can hardly believe it (yeah)

There's an angel standing next to me

Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back

Can hardly believe it (yeah)

But there's an angel, she's calling me

Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now

This time it's real

I lay my love on you

It's all I wanna do

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place

Could hardly even believe it (yeah)

Holding on to yesterdays

Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you

It's all I wanna do

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell so good

Like once in a lifetime

You change my world

I lay my love on you

You make me feel brand new

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you

It's all I wanna do

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you

You make me feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

"If I Let You Go"

[Shane:]

Day after day Time passed away

And I just can't get you out of my mind

Nobody knows, I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I just can't find

The courage to show to let you know

I've never felt love like this before

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

[CHORUS:]

But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me ? (oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go ?

[Bryan:]

Night after night I hear myself say

Why can't this feeling just fade away

There's no one like you (no one like you)

You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

It's such a a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

[CHORUS:]

But If I let you go I will never know

What my life would be, holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go ?

[Shane:]

If I let you go ooooh baby

Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

[CHORUS]

But If I let you go I will never know

What my life would be ,Holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)

How will i know If I let you go?

But If I let you go I will never know

What my life will be ,Holding you close to me

Will i ever see you smiling back at me ?(oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go?

How will I know ,If i let you go

@ 11:55:00 PM

today went to kai ma house like 11 plus,the weather so hot la ! some more i walk to her house frm mrt station! take like 5 to 10 mins ! suffered the heat ,global warming ! haha ! anyway reached her house first thing i did was to turn on the fan ! anyway took a cab to Raffles hotel den meet uncle goh at the wine shop. den had a taste of red wine,and a sniff too!:)den went to Raffles city to eat at the Japanese restaurant . den da jie and er jie came and join us .i ate the eel with rice and some California sushi!and drink a little of sakae. we took pictures in the toilet ! haha ! den later erjie cam suddenly no batt! den could not take anymore,but at least we took some . den later saw this crab so small! went back to the table told uncle goh about it then he thought that there is fishes in the toilet! haha ! super funny la ! finish lunch ,went to a shoe shop to get another hole pierced on uncle goh's belt , not because he is too fat ,he lost some weight,due to some reasons. walked to the national library ,to the drama centre to watch Broadway beng,super funny. i never laugh so much in a show b4 . the show ended went to Raffles hotel,the court yard, to have a drink. den it rain! so waited under the shelter with a pathetic drink for the rain to stop. den went to lau pa sat to have mother's day dinner. at the table beside us i saw this girl ,so bimbo!eewwwwww! not trying to say her la . but i think she got on my nerves ! anyway shall not let her spoil my dinner . den food took like how many donkey years to come!finally it came !yup it was Mother's Day dinner so order like what ah ma want to eat. den kai ma open SWEET white wine! i got a glass!:) after we ate, xiao hui jie gave us complimentary desert ! haha ! i ate gui ling gao! surprisingly!haha!:)

blue,missing you.
and i know i, never will be good enough for her.

when i feel sad,i miss you.
when i feel bad,i look for you.
when i feel happy,i think of you.

this crab feed on cucumbers

this is the river crab im talking about.

us.da jie is missing !

Alaine.joey

Alaine and erjie.love her !

@ 6:46:00 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

today mummy send Clare and i to school!den she drop us opposite den it was drizzling . so i open Clare's umbrella and started walking ! so cool . anyway reached school saw Mrs Joseph haha ! Clare took the stairs and i walked to class. den listening was funny . miss Wendy asked me about when to stop and all those stuff . miss Wendy asked Natalie to go look for the express Chinese girls,den Natalie don't know where is it so i followed her . den went back class ,den to canteen to the sparks stall bought mummy a present !JING GANG went out today!yay! went to mich house . den went to si mei mrt to meet Isabel,Marissa and Amelyn. den saw sakeenah.went to katong laska,but i eat fried kuay tiao.haha . walked to east coast park . den to the BBQ pit ! so far ! FINIAL LY we reached ! den later started the fire at like 2 plus 3 ! haha ! so funny we were BBQ-ing at this point of the day! anyway the fire cannot start cos of the wind .den we took many many pictures ! yay! i got sun burnt i can say,look like lobster,but if i say it nicely is ,i look like an apple ! haha ! okay lame la.

i felt like a KUKUidiot today! i asked Clare to take a pic for me .haha:)
i thought today i can get to buy the Tinkerbell pencil case,
but so sad i did not get to buy !
i really want that tee :)
fill my little world right up right up:)
cause i still need you , cause i still miss you :)

Fill My Little World

I had a dream we went away,

left this city for a day,

You took me southwards on a plane,

and showed me spain or somewhere.

But in reality your,

not so keen to show me anything,

and I thought you liked me.

Hey show some love,

you aint so tough,

come fill my little world, right up, right up.

Someday your going to realise.