Saturday, March 29, 2008



hello, its Saturday ! and and, i had an afternoon nap.

and today being 29th MARCH 2008 is EARTH HOUR! its when you switch off ALL your lights for one hour! cool right, i did that to my room! but at least i told my family! and my daddy say he will do it at twelve midnight! cause he will be sleeping by then so no need electricity! so lame la! anyway, i am suppose to be find stuff about fish farming and commercial deep sea farming for geography. but i end up here, oh what the heck.

the week have been tough for me but no matter what i will fight on! and PEOPLE you too yeah! cause to tell you the truth i may look really strong and all but on the inside the fear is too strong to forget about it. i am not facing reality, i have been sleeping late and relying on mummy to send me to school!

also, i really think you two should just forget about it and go reflect on your mistakes cause you may think that you are the one that has the least wrongs but actually you are the one at fault, sadly to say.

i really don't have the motivation to go to school, like really.its different from last year.there is no meaning for carrying on with life.sometimes i just feel like disappearing into thin air[i wonder why they call thin air and not fat air]anyway, its just not right.

also on Thursday morning we had to practice for 2.4 and i did not have determination to run and its not my usual self, my chest was pain due to running and i felt like dying right at that moment,[thanks Jocelyn and people who helped me:)] Natassia said i have to think happy thoughts, there is no more happy thought, i don't have courage/confidence to face people. i think little of myself.

Natalie, i may look happy, and always smiling. but inside i am not i really not happy at all. okay maybe a little,sometime. its just i need to look happy so that it can cover my problem inside,and i don't show.

i know you have her now, its okay i don't blame you but please don't always spend your time on stuff that don't really need your attention. and i don't think being questioned about personal stuff is cool. so yeah, and i really hope you would be yourself.

@ 6:25:00 AM

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